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School is over, job a job, earning money in the bright sunny days.

=) Go KAT-TUN

Today rice tasted bitter or was it just me.

I have done nothing, and i was sure she was in an alright mood today,
but things just didn't work out.
She still was a bitch like usual, saying how i should be independent
i am already independent, i never talk to her, and every time she opens her mouth
everything negative comes out.

No wonder her man wants to leave her.
She shouldn't cry about it, because cearly she desveres it all
no wonder they can never agree on anything, because she always has something to say
and...its never pretty.

She enjoys watching my face turn sour,
she loves to see me suffer
AND
just LOVES to kill my self esteem, but
fuck you i have a life
and i want to live it the way i want it to be lived

its mine not her's she shouldn't be saying shit about me
because
shes not anything better herself
if she likes you, she'll be an angel
if she dis like you
make your life such a living hell.
Well, i dont want to get in her way, and i dont want her in mine

so U JUST SHUT UP
and let me rest and live my life, while you stay home and watch t.v
in a dark room, blinding your soul. While i go and enjoy life.

I dont need a lady to tell me what to do, and never understands me
and demands me. Just because she is older, uglier, and more annoying
does not mean to go around and piss people off, just so their life could be just as crummy as hers. Its her fault she is like this, its her fault she doesnt like the changes in life.

she just wants things her way, and by yelling at me and blowing off steam on me isn't going to help. She should just die and go to hell, do us all a favor.

Yatta, its a friday, last day of school has finished~
We did like almost nothing, besides in Social class, we learned about how earthquakes occured~ I CANT BELIEVE HE GAVE US HOMEWORK!!! omg...but its no that bad... not a lot.
But Yamazaki sensei is just #%$^&56@#% she gotta be kidding me giving us all that homework. She just say, japanese student always have homework on holidays >________<

Anyways, happy holidays everyone~

1 more day than school will end!
I'am soo happy!! Yatta! hope everyone will have a happy Christmas hoiliday!
Everyone must dress warm so they do not catch a cold o~
No chinese school~ finally totally freedom. We got our report card 2 days ago, I am very happy about my marks!! Yatta!! it is not bad, but there is always room for improvement if you did not get 100% ^_________________^ minna gambatte!!!

Many many Birthdays in Decemeber~ QQ de December~
Everyone, Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas!!!

Favorite pictures of the month~





Xiao Bee again Happy Birthday~~

Hey Everyone, it's almost the winter holidays here in Canada, i understand in many other places winter break has started, hope everyone is having a lot of fun! Be safe and dress warm everyone.

Today was report card day, i think i did rather very well ^__^ i am proud of myself, Yatta! SO many things has happened since my last update.

BIG NEWS Akanishi Jin in L.A studying english or.....he was. I totally miss him in KAT-TUN, they will never be the same without him. How i wish he would return soon, but that is just his wish and his dreams, and as us fans, we must support him.

TODAY IS XIAO BEE BIRTHDAY!! SHEN RI KUAI LE!!!! XIAO BEE!!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR U!!
you are SOO adoreable! Anyways, happy birthday! ^____^

ah... almost forgot, I finished Kame's new drama, it was okay, though it wasnt really a dramatic drama or anything deep and meaningful. BUt its a great drama to watch on a weekend if you just want to relax. Though the ending was such a cliff hanger, it got me kinda thinking it was waste of time. But ITS KAME!!! finally he cut his hair for the drama!! he looks soo much better, rather than in Sapuri O__o that was kinda scary

Just got off from school. Zack moving out feels really weird, very quiet, but peaceful! We can hear our thoughts running and think much clearer. But there are some down sides to all of that, less family time together. Its less fun aswell, because he always thinks of games to play, and jokes to tell. Guess I do miss Zack in some days~ So when he comes on weekeneds i want to play with him lots!!!!

School has started, its the second week now X___x Social teacher is a little crazy and nuts who thinks we dont know how to do anything. And she doesnt know her times table either -____- she talks alot totally unreleated to Social Studies, i am afraid that we wont have time to get through the whole course and there is alot this year. Planning, i have weird planning teacher his voice sounds like Squidward from Spongebob -__- lol its quite funny to hear him talk, and he wants us to do everything with time lines, like HELLO! Science, i can live with, Japanese and Graphics i totaly love those courses!!! its the best ones ive taken! i think its great and i learn lots espically in Graphic the teacher is SOO good at drawing totally admire her!!!

Whaaa today is the last day of Aug. 6 more days till school starts minna!
Everyone, we must work hard ^^ Lets have a great year together. I think i'll have lots of fun in Gym, since im with Sharon and Jennifer again, followed by Jessica and REENAAAA!!!! *hugs u*.
anyways......yes KAT-TUN magazine scans....i feel like im SPAMMING XD. I need to spend MORE TIME WITH ALICENINE than w/ KAT-TUN T___T


hahaha kame looks so cute ^^

Those can be found in the AnAn and JJ magazine Aug.30th

^ lalala no comments on Kame's hair -____- and his shirt, hes the femine one in KAT-TUN


^ i actually for ONCE like Ueda, he looks manly FOR ONCE!!! Ueda and Maru look good together. ^^

those can be found in Seventeen September 1
lalala im taking a "break" on KAT-TUN and more time on my Tora <3

Ai, sorry everyone, ive been so busy these days getting ready for school and everything. -_____-~~ i cant wait for the school year to end =) YET IT HASNT EVEN STARTED lol. Everyone on msn has been spamming me, because i always buy every fricken magazine there is with JE members, yeah im a totally crazy for them. ALICE NINE TOO!! TORAA!!! <3 anyways
here the scans i promised everyone....

yeah thats Ryo very cute, he always have the same hairstyle for like YEARS now lol. And him playing the gutiar~~ buahahaha!!!

Yeah, hes famous for his rude words to people, some JE JR's think he has a 'poison tounge' lol reminds me of someone *cough cough* hahaha~
anyways u can these picture in RAY June 2006, Enjoy have fun

next is Yamapi.......... >___< from NewS who are currently suspended so he is in GYM with two Thailand Boys O___o Gold and Mike

yeah and u can find THESE PICTUERS ^ in the Duet September 2006
and....i really dont wanna upload this one but it is in the magazine so i have too..... -____-

next DONT LOOK FOR PPL THAT ARE BELOW 13 I REPEAT DONT LOOK,
u have been WARNED!!

yeah and u can find these 3 pictures in the WINK UP June 2006

next is KAT-TUN....when i have the time XP

NOW STOP SPAMMING ME NEWS/GYM/RYO LOVERS

Today is my Birthday, and i am very happy
i had a very good day today
Rukawa had a half day~ and we went to eat sushi together as a family
but than when i finshed my stumache really hurted.... and i didnt have a GREAT afternoon...i went shopping i bought a pair of sandles and my brothers got me the best gifts ever, i dont know much about birthstones but they got the stone of my month and got me a pair of necklace and earring thank you Rukawa, i love u lots. lol my crazy brother Zack got me tons of clothes, i dont think i ever need to shop again, he said he didnt know what to buy so he bought almost everything he thought i would like, *hugs Zack* ^^ u are careing, crazy...but caring
David got me a watch~ he knows i like watches and he got me a pair though its really expensive...i dont think i will ever wear it...because im a clumsy person i might break it. and Andrew my baby brother gave me lots of Candies, lol we ate them all in one day didnt we andrew ^^
i love spending birthdays with my family. Thats what its all about!!!